AngelicAcid

I'm selling all of my rave stuff. It's a sad thing to do but I don't have anyone to go to raves with anymore and they're just sitting in my dresser taking up space. I won't really miss my LED gas mask because I've only worn it a few times but I'll miss my fluffies. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my mountain of kandi and all of the beads and string I have left over. What can I say? Growing up sucks and it sucks when your interests change.

It fucking pisses me off when people treat their friends like shit because they dont like me and we have mutual friends. If you have a problem with me talk to me and don't take it out on the people who are supposed to be your friends. If we break up and you say that you dont want to be friends and get pissy with me because I don't treat you like a friend you are a fucking idiot. I hate people so much it isnt even funny. Okay but rant over for now I guess. I need to go shopping this weekend for fancy clothes for my birthday for mine and Cody's night out on the town. I made candy today and it was pretty awesome. I think Im going to sleep

Earlier this year in my Sociology class we had an assignment about self fulfillment and the borders between looking for your own fulfillment and helping others find theirs and I think that Ive finally realized that for most of my life Ive always tried to help others to reach their goals and Ive always tried to make people happy at my own expense I would sit for hours and wonder why all these things that I wanted to do were passing me by and why I wasnt where I wanted to be and its because I was putting everything and everyone before myself and thats something that I have to change not because I dont want to help everyone that I can but becaus